Semak.

Im typing this because I want everything off my chest. I dont care if the sequence of the sentences dont connect well to one another. I want someone to talk to but I dont have the guts to pour things out to anyone easily since forever. If I was home I would've my sister to share my problems with. It has only been a day since my family went back and I already miss them.

Im feeling like such wreck at the moment. I hate the hostel here. I hate my room. Im sick of waiting for the studying table thats never here. I hate the fact that I cant even get comfy in my own room. Im sick of being away from family, from home. Im worried sick of my sem 1 results because I know I did very bad in math and screwed calculation parts in chemistry.

Im scared. Im weak. Im sad. I want things to be like how it was before I entered college.